Stitches

Tattoo is almost fully healed, thank god.
I have not posted in awhile but mostly because i have been very busy with the new place and the whole trying to find a full-time job.
i am working with my mother cleaning houses for ten bucks an hour but there isnt enough hours worth shit, i only make roughly 300 a month.

I need a car, badly. There is one i want and it would cost 200 a month and i really really want it but Dan is being a giant ween about it, ugh.
What am i suppose to do when he goes to Boise? sit here and rot in the townhouse out in the middle of nowhere? well not really in the middle of nowhere, its in north hills a very good neighborhood.


Not going to lie, i am going to miss you; be scared at night all by myself for 2 months.
:(

I want to type a long blog, but i cant type well on the damn laptop. I hate laptops.


random shit going through my head and it makes me go nuts, absolutely nuts.
All of my friends are getting married or engaged already, they've all been with there significant other less than a year and here i am 2 years and probably no where close to marriage. Maybe i suck, or may they're going to fast. i choose the latter.
But oddly i feel kinda depressed over the whole situation.
I don't want to be my mother.

I kinda like having money but i also hate it.
it gets spent as fast as it gets in my hand.


i'm off to watch Royal Pains. Peace.